Monday, June 9, 2014

Titanium - His Song

I call this song as HIS song. Because I only listen to this kind of music after being introduced by him. At first, I didn't feel as being 'introduced' but, being 'forced to listen'. Hahaha.. but, from times to times, I start liking this musics too. And this song, Titanium, make feel strong, energetic, excited, happy and.. eerrr.. loud..

Can you imagine, we both singing (shouting) in my small car this song? All of the problem that make me stress were disappeared at that time. Yeah! Here it is, Titanium...


You shout it out
But I can't hear a word you say
I'm talking loud not saying much
I'm criticized
But all your bullets ricochet
Shoot me down, but I get up

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away

[Chorus:]
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium

[Sia:]
Cut me down
But it's you who'll have further to fall
Ghost town and haunted love
Raise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bones
I'm talking loud not saying much

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away

[Chorus:]
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
I am titanium
I am titanium

[Sia:]
Stone-hard, machine gun
Firing at the ones who run
Stone-hard as bulletproof glass

[Chorus:]
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
I am titanium

Yeah, I won't fall.. I won't fall!!!!!

Jealousy

He talked to the phone so long.
He was driving and I sat beside him doing nothing. Eh, not nothing, I was listening to him.
Waaaahh.. sounds so friendly, happy, so manja..

I kept looking at him. In my heart, "Hey, I don't want to spend my time seeing you talking to the phone."

Then we stopped at the a petrol station. I did the process, because he walked away, to continue talking to the phone.

"Who was that.."
"I told you, right... she is.."
I don't remember her name.
"What she wants?"
"Owh, she asked me for being the DJ...." blah blah blah...
Actually I know, because I heard he talked.
"Okay...". In my heart, "you laugh a lot, you were teasing each other.. huh!"
Then he looked at me...
"Hey! Are you jealous?"
"No.."
Then we already arrived at a Mc Donalds. I went out from the car. And he continued, "fuyooo.. somebody is jealous.. slammed the door some more... HAHAHAHAHA!!!!"

EEeeeee.. his face at that time, so evil!!!
Jealous, why should I?

Ramadhan and Us

"Do you know when is the fasting month, Ramadhan?"
"Next month, right? Eh, no, end of this month?"
"Yes, you are right!"

"Eh, my first time coming to your house was during Ramadhan, right?"
"Really?"
"Yeah, first time seeing your family.."
"Oh ya!"
"I only break my fast with bread, so when we arrived at your house, I ate your mom's sardine curry kaw kaw.. yummy!"
"Sure sardine curry?"
"Yes, I am very sure.. I remember you call your mom first, asking what she cooked.. then you asked me, sardine can eat haa?"
"Owh.. ya ya.. hahaha.."

We came to his family house without telling his mom first. Surprise! Hahaha..
I still remember, when he introduced his sister, his mother.. They look so... pure.. with pretty smiles.. and welcoming me so warm. Sure I was shy and worry too, of course his mum asked me a lot of questions but I still feel very comfortable. No wonder he is a nice man, his family is also very nice and kind people.

After eating, he, his sister and I went to a restaurant, buying roti nan and tandoori chicken for me. Theywere so worry if I will be hungry the whole night. "You are fasting during the day.. eat.. eat.." I kept the food for my sahur.

"I remember your daddy light up the candle for me to have my sahur...!! aawwww.. so sweet..."
That morning, it was a blackout.
"Morning Uncle!"
"Morning... "
That was my first conversation with his dad.

"Do you remember how you woke up that morning?"
"eerr.. how?"
"Hei! I woke you up la...! "
"Owh, hahaha.. really ha?"
"Ya la.. pity you if not sahur.. huh, I woke you up but you don't remember.."
"Hehehe.. okay, okay.. so you will have the pahala too!"
"What is pahala?"
"Eerr.. the opposite of sin.. "
"Owh.. okay.."
"You woke me up for fasting, then you also gt the pahala..."
Now I have the word. It is REWARD.

"So, do you miss the murtabak Bazar Ramadhan? hahaha..."
"Hey, don't start"
"Hahahaha.. eh, do my parents know about your story and murtabak?"
"Hey, don't tell me that you are going to call you parents and tell them!"
"Or, I put on my Facebook status now?"
"Noooooo!!!"

Murtabak Bazar Ramadhan

The first day of Ramadhan last year, we went out. He also did not eat the whole day, saying pity me. Actually, I also felt pity him.

We went to Bazar Ramadhan, bought a lot of food. Hahaha. yes, we were greedy. Then we kept them in the car. After breaking my fast with a drink and pop corn (we were in the cinema, watching the Minion! hahaha) I performed the Maghrib prayer. Then when we were again in the car, he asked, "so where we are going?"
"Eerr.. eat what we already bought la..."
"Eh, I want to find the murtabak from Bazar Ramadhan.."
"Now?"
"Yeah...?"

Then I burst to laugh. He thought the Bazar Ramadhan was still be opened after the break fasting time. He look so innocent at that time... Hehehe.. I know I made him quite angry by laughing,but I cannot help myself. What make him angry more, was not my laugh, but I was spontaneously called friends, telling the story.

"Hey, I didn't care about when the Bazar Ramadhan is opened before this la..."

Okay, okay... I am sorry, Mr Cute

The LOVE Chicken Nugget

One night, when I was in KL visiting him, he bought me a set of chicken nuggets. Heart-shaped chicken nuggets. At first, it was not so special, I only looked at them as food. I was hungry.



But one time, he picked a chicken nugget which already broke into two pieces, in the middle. He used two sticks to pick up both pieces, one in his left hand and the other in his right hand. I was taking photos using the mobile phone he gave me when he called me, showing the chicken nugget. He posed with the chicken nugget, I took his photo. So cute and funny too.


Then, he ate one of it, and fed me the other one.Quickly, he turned, continued playing with his mixer. I didn't know what he felt, but at that moment, I felt.. uhuumm.. sweet...? For me, it was not sharing the chicken nugget, but half of the 'heart' is with him, and another half is with me.


*Why woman like to overthink about something? always have hidden message.. lalalala*